[She grabs her head, squeezing it tight, as if if she just tries hard enough, she can drag these horrible, traitorous thoughts out of her skull.

It's hard to hear this. It hurts even more than it hurt to hear Adora abandon her. Why is everything like this? Why can't everything be simple?

Why can't they just be cadets again, when the world was simple?]

Of course I refused! I wanted you to hurt! I want you to hurt! I want you to feel exactly what you put me through! When we were both there, I could put up with whatever, because you made a promise, but you broke that promise! Shadow Weaver hurting me was fine, but not 'innocents'?! What innocents, Adora?! I was a kid!